Why I am who I am 3

What happened after high school, and why I left home.

Well, I was done with school. But I had no idea what to do. The cops were still trying to figure out who put Steve in a wheelchair. And I was starting to get nervous that someone would talk.
Mr Ben was a great fuck, but I felt bad afterwards. He started the whole thing blackmailing me and rapping my ass. On the other hand he did make me wet when I thought about my graduation night. God he was just what a horny girl needed.
Well, anyway it wasnt like I had much of a choice when it came to what I was going to do.
Dad wanted me to start paying rent. And unlike my brother I didn’t feel like giving my money to him. I had saved up a little but not enough to cover an apartment on my own. So I paid one month to dad and went back to work at BBs. ( a burger joint in my small town.)
I also had to pay for insurance and gas for the car Dad gave me for graduating high school. Like most young women I blew my money on stupid shit and by the end of the month I had nothing. Depressed and horny I went back to Mr Ben’s for some dick and advice.
“Ben, what can I do. I don’t want to be stuck here in nowhere Kentucky. I want to get out of this place.”
“ I’m not sure what to say. I’m going to miss fucking your ass.”
“ No shit, you are. But I’m serious. I can’t just sit here and fuck all night, work as a waitress till I’m 80. Beside that, your fat cock is making my tight ass hole look more like a second cunt. I’m going to have to stop letting you rip it up so often. I enjoy it don’t get me wrong but I do enjoy walking without having to worry if I’m going to shit myself because my ass just won’t close up like it supposed to.”
“ listen Jen, if you’re serious about leaving just join the Army. That’s what I did after high school. Got me out of town. Paid for my education. Great place to meet a husband or wife. I had a great time while I was in. “
So I went over to Louisville, took some tests and next thing I knew I was in the Army.
I had a week before I left so I stopped by to see Steve one more time. His mom was polite enough to leave the house. So we could be alone.
“ would you like me to carry you to bed “
“Jen, why do you keep coming over. You know I can’t really make you happy. “
“Steve, you didn’t make me happy the night you rapped me. The night you took my virginity when I begged you to stop. But I thought well maybe he just couldn’t help himself. And you are kind of cute. Even without legs. I’m going to be honest. I’m leaving town. This is the last time I’m going to be home for a while. I just wanted a good fuck before I left. “
“ You could have anyone fuck you Jen. Why come here and torture me. You know I how my balls hurt after I cum. The doctor said it may be permanent. Fucking assholes didn’t have to kick my ball so much. “
“Yeah, did the cops say anything else about it?”
“No, they don’t know anything.”
“Did it hurt when they fucked you? God I couldn’t imagine having someone shove their cock up my ass. And three of them. I’m so Sorry this happened Steve. “
I was sitting watching his face as he remembered the long night of rape and torture he endured because I asked Mr Ben to find someone to help me take my revenge for Steve rapping me. Half of me hope it hurt every day of his life. And the other half felt so bad for him. I didn’t know they would hurt him so much he would never know a normal life again.
“Steve, I know it hurts when you cum. So maybe you could just eat me out. I know you told me you don’t like doing that. But really. I think you might change your mind once you try it.”
“That’s okay, I’ll pass.”
“ I’m not really asking Steve “
I stood up grabbed his arm and threw him no my back. He fought me as well as he could. But he had lost a lot of strength sitting in in wheelchair for months. I got him on the bed and pinned him arms above his head.
“ listen Steve, this is going to happen. You can eat my cunt and I’ll leave. Or I tie your hands to this bed give you a blow job and ride your cock till your ball ache so bad you’ll have to till your mom you need to go back to the hospital.”
Steve was stupider than I thought. He kept on trying to stop me so I took my shoes laces and tied his hands to the headboard. Then I pulled off his shorts and started suckling on his cock. He almost like that part. But as soon as his nuts started moving around he was moaning in pain.
“ what’s the matter Steve. Want me to stop. I remember I asked you to stop for me. You just kept right on fucking me didn’t you. So now I’m going to fuck you. Fair is fair Steve. And you can’t stop me.”
I crawled up and settled down on his dick. I rode him like a horse. And I broke my horse in right. He didn’t give me much of a fight after I mounted him. He was biting his lips trying not to scream in pain as he came. I felt his cock swelling harder and I drove myself down on him trying to catch all of it. I didn’t orgasm. But I did enjoy myself. The I slowly dismounted him and straddle his face between my legs. Now you’re going to clean my messy pussy up. And you’re go to be happy about it. Because you know it’s probably the last pussy you’ll see for a long time Steve. Unless you think you can talk your mom into showing you hers. “
The reality of his situation came to him as he looked up at me. About that time a drop of his cum leaked out slowly and touched his lips. He licked off his lips and then lifted his head and kissed my cunt. He licked me clean and to a nice wet orgasm. I couldn’t tell if he was smiling but his eyes look like he was enjoying it. When I was happy I got off of him and untied him.
“See, now so bad was it?”
“ it was you. It was you who made those men jump me. You made them rape me because I rapped you. “
“ I didn’t tell them to rape you. They did that shit on their own. I just wanted you to be aware that you shouldn’t rape someone Steve. And I think you’ve learned that lesson pretty well don’t you?”
“ you won’t get away with this. I’ll tell the cops. I’ll tell everyone. “
“ you’re going to tell everyone in town that a 5 foot 110 pound girl raped you. Or you going to tell them that three very large black men held you down and drove their cocks up your ass tell you were shooting cum all over that dirty mattress. That’s the way I heard it anyway. Your little dick was dripping cum from the time they started till they kicked your balls so many times you passed out. You even begged them to cum inside you. You wanted them to keep going. “
Shut up, that’s not the way it happened.
“ it is, and if it ever goes to trial that’s the only story people will remember. How poor Steve turned into a black cock whore in just a few hours.”
Steve was quiet because he knew I was right. And he wasn’t going to tell a soul about what really happened that night.
As I walked out his mother was walking in the house.
“Miss Smith, I’m afraid we got a little crazy. Steve might need a good bath.”
“Jen, I want to thank you. Steve had quite a few girls he used to go out with. But ever since the accident, none of them have come over to see him. Thank you for taking care of him. A mother can only do so much.”
“ well it’s going to be a while before I can come back. I joined the army and… it’s going to be some time before I can see Steve again. I’m going to miss him. I just hope I gave him enough to remember me by. “
I’m sure he won’t forget you dear.
I was sure he wouldn’t either. I smiled and a few days later I was in South Carolina and well on my way to becoming a real whore.
This was the early 90s and the war in the Middle East had just started when I got to Basic training. All of us girls were scared. It seemed like we had all joined to leave somewhere or something or someone. Then we all wondered if we had made a huge mistake. But it was too late to change our minds then.
12 weeks and I was a new person. Stronger, more confident, I felt like I was an adult. I was ready to take on the world. I had a little time to look at myself before I marched across the field to graduate basic. My tits had grown just a bit. My asshole finally went back to looking like a nice cute pink rosebud. And I couldn’t wait to have it ripped open again. I was dreaming of dick every night.
We had a week off after Basic training before our school started. I was going to be a truck driver for the Army. My school was right across base.
I didn’t want to go back home, but I didn’t want to stay on base for a week waiting for school to start. So I asked my new friend Candy if she wanted to get a hotel for the next week. Which she did. We were going to the same school so it worked out well.
Right off base we found a hotel with a restaurant next to it. It was a Friday night and we weren’t old enough to buy alcohol. So we ate at the restaurant having a great time. A few guys came over and talked to us. They seemed nice. Just out of basic training also.
Two of them were over 21. And an hour later we were drinking up in the room.
I’m not sure exactly how it happened but I remember I didn’t say no. And I remember Candy did say no, she said no a lot.
I offered to take them all. So Candy didn’t have to put out. But the four guys we were with in the restaurant had turned into 8 in our room. The door was open when I finished sucking the first dick of the night and it all went downhill from there. I was on my hands and knees sucking one and had another fucking me. I think at that point I still didn’t mind much. I was getting wet and happy. But when I looked over at the other bed they had Candy in the same position I was in. I knew she was a virgin. I knew it wasn’t going to stay that way. She told them she would just blow them. Then I saw this big white guy come up behind her. He was stroking his cock and smiling like he had won the lottery. His cock looked huge. I was trying to say stop when the guy in front of me just shoved his cock in my face. I bobbed my head a few times on it and looked back over in time to see that big dick go sliding up Candy’s virgin cunt. I couldn’t even imagine how take must have felt to her. I’m sure she would have screamed bloody murder if she hadn’t had a dick in her mouth. I saw the tears following from her eyes. And the guy behind yelling fuck yeah. But then it was my turn. Another big dick mother fucker just slammed into me and the party rolled on. I remember being able to walk to the bathroom a few times. Each time getting more painful. My cunt was sore. I saw Candy just laying there as another man rolled off of her. A big wet spot on the bed under her ass. God that night seemed to last for ever.
I woke up in my own wet spot. I rolled over looking down at the floor thinking I was going to puke. I saw used condoms all over the floor. There had to be twenty or so. And that was just from the guys who used them. From the slimy feeling between my legs I don’t think many of them used condoms.
I made my way to the bathroom. I took a long piss then check out the damage the guys had done. The lips of my cunt were so swollen it looked like they were about to pop. I reached under and touched my ass hole. My finger just slipped in with no resistance at all. I sat there for a while then crawled back to bed. I woke again to Candy crying softly in the bed next to me.
“ I’m sorry Candy. I didn’t know it was going to happen like that. “
“ it wasn’t your fault. God I just… I told them to stop, I even told them I would put their cock in my mouth. Why , why did they have to rape us.
“ I’m sorry Candy”
It was all I could think to say. I told her we should take a shower and that seemed to make her feel better. Once we stood under the water I saw the bite marks on my tits and Candy’s. Those men had turned into animals. Someone had bitten Candy’s ass. She said her bottom hurt and ask me to make sure it wasn’t bleeding. When she bent over her asshole looked like it got fucked with a baseball bat. It was just as red and swollen as her cunt lips which looked just like mine. I could only hope my ass didn’t look quite so bad.
“ how many do you think raped us?”
“ a lot Candy, a lot of men Raped us. “
Should we tell anyone?
“ tell them what. We graduated ask some guys to come up to our room with some beer.
I think I might’ve even asked them to fuck me. I can’t remember. “
“ did you see who the guy was that first took me? I lost my virginity to a guy I didn’t even see. “
“ I just remember him as Mr. Big dick 1. I think I numbered 3 of them. I only remember the really big ones. I saw him take you. Fuck I could only imagine how that must have felt “
God it felt like he was trying to put a football up in there.
“ I’m going to get some ice and we’ll order some breakfast from next door. Don’t worry. It’s going to be okay. I’ve been through something similar before. Not so many guys. But I’ve had a big dick up my ass. It will take some time but it will get back to normal. “
Candy gave me a sad kind of smile and just laid back down. Two hours later we were eating breakfast in bed with ice wrapped in a towel between our legs. For the next three days we just laid in bed. Waiting for the swelling to go down. By the third day my guts didn’t hurt so much. Just the outside of my cunt and ass. Which was much the same for Candy. By the next weekend. We were better. I was a little horny again. And we had been talking about sex most of the day.
I asked Candy if she had ever had someone lick her pussy.
“No, that’s gross “
“ oh no it isn’t. It’s the best. I’ll prove it to you.”
It flew out of my mouth before I thought about what I was saying.
“ I mean if you want me to. I can. But I understand if if you don’t. It’s fine. We’ve been through a lot. “
“ I wouldn’t mind. If it doesn’t hurt “
Candy smiled and I slipped over to her bed.
I went down between her legs and parted her lips. I licked gently between them. Swirling my tongue around her clits as I reached the top. I heard her breathing faster. I kept going and soon Candy was following like a fountain. I thought she might have lost control of her bladder. She was so wet. But one look up at her face told me she was happy so I kept going till she patted my head and ask me to stop.
She looked at me nervously.
“It’s fine, you don’t have to return the favor. I was just showing you it was a good thing to have done. Oral sex is the best.”
“ thank you Jen. Thanks for everything. I think I would have lost my mind if this happened to me without you. “
“ Well your cunt would have been swollen for a few days more that’s for sure. “
I wanted to brake the tension with that joke. It didn’t work. Candy hugged me close and kissed me right on my lips. I think it was the first time I had ever been kissed by someone that truly cared about me.

Well that’s it for this chapter. If you want to hear more. Let me know. The Army turned me into quite the whore. So I have lots of more stories.