The Barbie Game: Part 2

A second lot of entries from Matilda's diary

December 28th, 2025
11:23 pm

Hi diary ✨
Okay so I can't stop thinking about what I wrote yesterday. I feel so weird. Like, dirty weird. But also like excited? Idk. I went for a walk with Connor and his sister today and I just keep picturing those older guys I see around town. I saw Sam, my dad's friend and he looked at me as he drove past and I just wonder if he was like looking or looking looking. I think from now on I should start dressing more like the girls that work at the supermarket and retail shops that get into those guys cars, and then maybe I'll know for sure. The only thing I'm worried about is seeing mom or dad while I'm out and dressed like that because I don't think they'll be happy. Mom doesn't even like it when I cross my arms in public because it draws attention but I genuinely haven't seen anyone looking. Sometimes I wonder if that means they aren't looking but just incase they are I make sure I'm always extra cute.

I went to the bathroom again tonight and…well, let's just say princess petals got a litte more excited that usual. I did a wee and then I decided I might as well have a touch while I'm here and petals was spread open. I put my fingers in like normal and wriggled them around a whole lot but then I had an idea and I put my toothbrush inside my ass while I was fingering petal and idk what happened but it made me piss everywhere. Literally it came out forwards from the toilet rather than down into the toilet and it felt like princess petals exploded. I licked a bunch of it up and it didn't really taste like piss like it did but like watered down. I licked it off the counter and off of the floor and then I cleaned the rest up and had my shower and came back to tell you. I was so turned on from squirting wee everywhere that I took it up a notch in the shower and decided to explore my ass for the first time. I started off opening it with my two index fingers and pulling it apart to stretch it and then I just put bigger and bigger things inside until I worked up to a cucumber I had to quickly grab from the kitchen midway through my shower. I used lots of conditioner and I slid it in and out. It didn't do a whole lot, it just felt like I was taking a big poo but I liked how full it felt and how stretched it felt from inside of princess with my fingers. I wasn't going to write this but I sucked on it and ate it afterwards. I washed all of the conditioner off and out of me and then I put it back in and out like 20 more times and then ate it while I've been writing this. I liked the taste of my ass tbh. It tasted like it smells but it was just so nasty and nice lol like seasoning. My farts feel really loose though lol.

I'm so tired and it's still the holidays. I'm so nervous about going into the new year at school. I feel so the same and everyone always seems to come back so different.

Goodnight diary.
Love you, thank you for keeping my secrets x

December 29th, 2025
9:11 pm

Hi diary ✨

I couldn't stop thinking about my ass all day today mostly because I could feel how much I accidentally stretched it on that first time but I almost got caught today. I was in the bathroom and princess petals was eating a cucumber and I had just put a nice round carrot into rosebuddy when I heard mom's voice outside the door. I literally died I just pushed them deep up inside and pulled up my panties, washed my hands and went to the dinner table. Obviously she didn't see me and she doesn't know but I spent the rest of the evening feeling worried but super turned on knowing what was inside me.

Every time Mom looked at me, I thought she was judging me and same with dad but I guess this is just what paranoia feels like lol but at dinner I kept saying things like no thanks I've had my fill, or I'm full to the brim and it made me laugh and every time I laughed I could feel them moving inside me. Which was so fucking hot.

I took them out once I got back to my room and I won't lie the carrot stank so bad. It literally smelled like shit so I panicked because the smell was starting to fill the room so I just ate it. It was kind of gross but then I realised I've eaten that now so shit can't be too different. Couldn't eat the cucumber though. There's only one left in the fridge until mom goes shopping so I'll use it again tomorrow and then I'll eat it.

Love you didi x

January 6th, 2026
08.28pm

Hi diary ✨

Okay so I went to dad's house today and I used the computer to do some research. I found this website, and it was so much fun. Dad and his flatmate went to work early so I was able to use it all day. The website was like a forum for people who like all sorts. Things I've thought about already and ones I haven't. At first, I was scared because there were ladies having sex with horses, people having sex with children younger than me, and people covered from head to toe in shit, but then I got curious. I signed up and I had like 1000 followers by the time I went home. People were so nice to me. I posted a picture of princess petals and rosebud and I put one up of my mangoes and got so many likes. Obviously I put my age as 18 but I made two friends: a girl called big flower but she likes it when I call her mommy, she who lives in Oakland, and a man called Daddy Richard who lives in Timberton.

Big Flower is literally so cool and everything I want to be. She sent me pictures suggesting how I can pose and she told me that she didn't start exploring her kinks until she was 30. She's really into girls younger than her, scat and she mentioned letting her dog lick her petals. I doubt she'd like to know my age though so I guess I'll keep that hidden. Daddy Richard is different. He's older, and he seems very experienced. He gives me advice and tells me stories about his own experiences. He keeps asking for my phone number and I told him I don't have a phone yet so he is going to drop one off for me and leave it at a phone booth in town at night for me to collect and all I have to do is wear some panties for two days and leave them for him in the same box when I pick up my phone. I'm lowkey so excited.

I think next time I write to you diary I will have a new phone so prepare for a glow up.

Love you gf x