Pussy-free White Boy

I have given up on pussy. From now on I will BE the pussy!

I am a 100% pussy-free white boy. My last girlfriend left me for a black man. It is perfectly understandable why she left. I have a cock that measures about 4 inches when completely hard, and I have always suffered from premature ejaculation problems. I have had the same problem with other girlfriends over the years. Once they discover that I simply cannot satisfy them sexually, they dump me for someone who can. So I have sworn off pussy for good. No more wasting my time and money on women who will never want me. I have begun experimenting with crossdressing. I love dressing in bras, panties, stockings, skirts, dresses, and sweaters. I have all kinds of undergarments from Victoria's Secret. I now own four wigs in different colors, Two are long hair, and two are short. I love dressing up and taking selfies that I sometimes share with others on the internet. I have not yet worked my way up to going out in public as a woman. I have become completely addicted to interracial porn. I can spend the whole day masturbating over and over while I watch huge hard black cocks going in and out of white girls' mouths and pussies. I love watching internet videos of black men stroking their cocks and spurting their cum. A few months back I bought a flexible black dildo and two butt plugs, and I have been training my boi-pussy to take them fully inside. I watch porn while masturbating with the black dildo, sucking and licking it with my mouth and tongue and then penetrating myself in my ass until I orgasm. I am just waiting for the day when I hope to find a black daddy who will treat me like his sissy slut. I imagine that he will spank me, force me to suck his bbc and then bend me over and fuck my pussy until his hot sticky cum gushes inside me. Then I will use my mouth to clean and kiss his cock to show him how much I love the way he uses me. I am completely done with pussy. I want to be a black-cock slut. I realize now that the only way that I can get satisfaction is if I become the girl and offer myself to a strong black man. White boys don't deserve to get pussy. They should all be sissy sluts.