Mommy (44f) helps moisturize my (18m) virgin penis regularly. Trying to get her to give me a bj

So first of all, unlike a lot of stories here, this has actually been happening over the past couple weeks and I'm desperate to progress things. Hmu if you can help or wanna know more. I'm an 18m virgin my mom is 44f. She is Indian, about 5'7, pretty thick with big tits, and honestly hot as fuck (see pic).

Basically, I had this red, itchy spot next to my dick. It wasn’t really that bad. But my mom is a nurse and I have an incest kink so I figured I could use the situation to my advantage right?

I did exactly that. I told my mom about it. Kind of exaggerating the details. Making it seem worse than it was without lying. Then after a minute or two of back and forward questions, she said something along the lines of, “I’d be able to help better if I could see it” (not those exact words. But that’s what I took it as) She looked kind of surprised when I said I’d be okay with showing her. Almost happy? She’s always been the too close, overbearing type mom so it’s not really surprising to me. Nobody besides me has ever seen or touched my penis so I was hard as fuck already and ready to cum. I took out my dick and she gasped a little. I'm only 5" long but very thick around. She said it looked dry and gave me a bottle of lotion to use. I told her I tried using lotion already but it made my penis a bit sore (it didn't, but I was trying to get her to touch it).

She brought me some coconut oil and said to try that. I asked her if it would help with the rough skin. She asked me where is the rough skin and without thinking I just said “Feel it, it’s rough everywhere.” She kind of hesitated at first, but she reached up and started feeling around a bit. She avoided my dick almost entirely though until the end where she kinda just brushed over the head of it and said, "your foreskin is quite long so you're going to have to pull it all the way back and moisturize the penis head." I told her I didn't know how to do that and didn't do that when jerking off. I kept saying I didn't understand so she put one hand at the base of my cock and started pulling the skin back. It felt so good I almost came instantly. But then she put her other hand near the tip and said "you might have to use 2 hands because your penis is very thick, like this." She pulled back the skin near the head so it was completely exposed and she must have seen it dripping precum. She smiled at me and said "I know it feels good, just relax." She started spreading the oil all over and I held it together until she started rubbing the palm of her hand right on the head of my penis (I have since looked up porn of this and it's called a palmjob lol). Within 5 seconds I came all over the place and she laughed a little.

The next day we were watching tv when my mom just kind of randomly asked me “how’s your penis holding up?” After telling her it looked the same but a little lighter she just bluntly asked “can I see?” I showed her. This time she didn't start touching me right away, she just inspected my penis and testicles and it seemed to last for an extensive period of time. And the way she touched my dick seemed to waver between being clinical and not. She asked if my penis always got so hard lol. I didn't know what to say.

My mom seemed to notice while putting on the coconut oil. Saying something like, “your foreskin and frenulum are redder than usual” and focused on my dick more than usual. About halfway in, I had to warn her that I was going to ejaculate. She said, "I'm not surprised, your balls look very full." She stopped and asked if I wanted to go “relieve myself” in the bathroom (her words). I kind of froze at the question and after a long pause she nervously asked if she should just keep going again to which I nodded. I came pretty much immediately after she started again. This time she kissed the head of my penis after I came and I was shocked. It felt so good I almost came agaiin. My mom got a towel out of the bathroom and cleaned me up before wiping off her hands.

Last night, my mom took a bath since she didn’t get a chance to use the jetted tub that came in the room. She asked me to rub her feet while she took her bath. So I sat on the side of the tub in my boxers and a shirt while she set a foot in my lap and I rubbed it. After rubbing her other foot, I was soaked and joked that I might as well join her in the bath. She must’ve took me seriously, cause she had this embarrassed look on her face and said I could if I wanted to.

Of course, I took the offer and joined her in the bath. We kind of just sat there for 5 minutes or so before she seemed more comfortable that I was in the bath with her. We had a pretty fun time hanging out in the bath after that. She told me about fun memories of taking baths and showers with her when I was younger. But she then said something like “you’re all grown up now” and put her hand on my leg and I saw her eyes look at my dick. She asked me again if my penis always gets so hard and I told her I couldn't help thinking about the way she kissed it the other night because I've always really want a blowjob. She said that we can't do anything with actual penetration and she saw me get sad. But then said, “I’ll have to keep moisturizing your penis. So it doesn’t get dry again and maybe if you're lucky you'll get another kiss” and gave me a wink while stroking my dick. She almost seemed happy when I busted in her hands. She cleaned us up with a towel and we slept together naked. I woke up with my dick sandwiched between her thighs literally leaking precum all over her vagina. I had to tell her to move very slowly or I might accidentally cum. She again commented on my penis and said, "Hah! I bet you'd probably like that anyhow, look how hard it is!"

Later I was showering when my mom got home from work. She came in the bathroom to tell me she was home and to ask how long I’d be (She likes to shower as soon as she gets home from work). I told her I just started, but she could just get in with me and I’d wash her back. It was obvious how tired she was when she got in. I washed her back and she told me about her rough 12 hour shift at work. She then washed my back and we washed ourselves after that while just talking and hanging out.

I was finishing up and about to get out when I noticed my mom started shaving her pussy. I asked her how she does that, every time I try to shave I always get razor burn and bumps. She told me it was all about technique. So I asked her if she could show me to which she said she could, but it’d have to be on my body since she was pretty much done.

She mainly just showed me different ways of pulling the skin to make it easier to shave and such, how often to rinse the blades, etc. The teaching part ended about halfway through the shave, and my mom asked if she could do the rest or if I wanted to. Of course I let her do it.

We got out of the shower and dried off. She used the coconut oil on herself first and then on me. I’ve had a boner for the entire time we were in the shower and during the shave, so when she was moisturizing my dick I came really fast and hard all over her stomach and tits. It was the first time I ever came on something other than her hand so I thought she’d be grossed out or mad, but she just said, “I bet you feel better now” with a smirk on her face as she leaned down to kiss my penis again. But this time it wasn't just a kiss, she swirled her tongue around the head for a second before giving it a smooch. I moaned louder than I ever have and basically begged for a bj, but she wouldn't relent.

I really really want to fuck her or at least get a bj. Hmu if you have ideas or comments.

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