Saw her, raped her #17

My 17th time raping, this was a 50s ish woman, a bit chubby, divorced no BFs

I never learned her name. In the past I've raped out of opportunity, need for sex, need to see the reactions, even raped a couple both the husband and the wife, raped a boy, old women, super fat woman, a preggo, an old granny (twice) and even a woman I knew was a tranny. This time I finally got away from my cousin, the one I raped and made pregnant. We live together, she finally had the baby, and can't fuck for a few weeks. She uses her mouth on me anytime I want. This time though I wanted to stick my cock inside a woman, a woman who didn't want it.

I didn't know the woman, she was in her mid 50s I'd guess, chubby - not fat body, smallish tits and a nice set of hips. I snuck in at 1am, she was lying in her bed, the sheet over her. I could tell that she was in a white cotton nightgown under the sheet. The thin straps over her shoulders, the sheet down on one side as was the nightgown showing me a reddish nipple on a small tit. I pulled down my mask, put my knife to her throat and covered her eyes. She woke up with a start "Who's there? What do you want?" I told her to shhh, and be quite, I wanted her and if she didn't resist she wouldn't be hurt. As I've done before I moved the knife to her exposed nipple, reaching down I grabbed the nipple and pulled it extended out as much as it would go, she winced in paid. I put the knife to the bottom of her areola and told her "If you resist, you won't be the same, ever, you understand me?" She was crying now "Please just don't hurt me, I'll do whatever you want" she said through her tears. I stood up off the bed, and instructed her. "Take down the sheet" and she did. "Now roll over onto your stomach, put your head bewteen the pillows and face down into the mattress" she did as she was told. "Be quite, don't resist and this will all be over soon" she answered "What are you going to do? Please don't do it back there, OK, let me roll over, please not there, do it in front . . . please" she was saying as her crying started to be louder. I pushed her head back down and reminded her to keep herself looking down.

I did my usual prep, shaved, condom, lube, booties on my shoes, gloves on, mask. I was kneeling behind her on the bed now, my knees straddling hers. I pulled up her nightgown up to her waist. She had on blue satin panties. I slowly pulled them down to her knees, she was crying so hard and pathetic now. She got even more so when I lubed her asshole. I reached between her legs, pulling up her knees a bit she had a dark haired pussy, I finger fucked her with three fingers to her pain then pushed her back down. I laid on top of her, she was just moaning and crying saying please, please no, please no as I pushed my 7 inches into her asshole. It was tight, she was now groaning in pain as I held my cock fully inside her. I gave her a minute, then started pumping, she was groaning and crying, clearly in pain. I hadn't fucked my cousin, I guess my live in lover now with the baby, for over 10 weeks as she was on complete bedrest, no sex for several weeks before the baby. I did like nursing on her swollen tits though, I love the sweet taste of milk from her body. Thinking of that and the tight asshole around my cock, I reached under her to squeeze her little tits and pinch her nipples. Again, more pain. I erupted inside the condom, her ass was getting fucked and I was getting to cum again, inside someones body, not just a hand or her mouth.

I held still, her crying subdued, I slowly pulled out of her now fucked asshole. She was still crying as I made her get up and get in her tub. I douched her ass three times to more crying. I got to see her 50s body, her dark pussy and finger fucked it more. Then I laid her down on her back and took her panties and left.

I've always been careful not to leave any evidence, and to tell the truth never has a victim called the police, but this one did. I could see the cop cars from my house but after days and days, I knew I'd not left anything to ID me. Just another file in the police department sexual crimes division. Another of my victims of my crazy, admittedly terrible obsession with rape. Needing more sex will my cousin is able, I have been going back to the 15 year old boy I raped in a public restroom. I see him, now 16, before in his garage where I continued to fuck him and get BJs. To tell the truth I even let him fuck me occasionally and sometimes suck him off. He's very appreciative. Not that he can drive we meet up in different places always very discreet. That's my sex for now, I have a bit more time before I get to fuck my cousin again.