I had turned into a slut

If I was being honest with myself I actually liked shagging different guys,

I had lost my virginity to this guy when I was 21,, I didn't know at the time but he was actually 18 I didn't know until we had actually done it lying there talking to one another,
OK it happened and I couldn't change it,
It didn't take him very long it wasn't very good, it was painful sore as he was shagging me, but as I said it didn't last very long,
It was only a week later when I was lying on my back again with a different guy getting shagged,
It felt better than the first time I had done it this guy seemed to know what he was doing it did feel good,
It was the next night when I was shagging someone else lying on my back as this guy was shagging me,
If I didn't feel like shagging I was giving them wanks, blow jobs, it took me a while to get used to them coming in my mouth,, I really enjoyed sucking on their cocks listening to them as I was doing it,
I must have shagged about twenty plus guys
To be honest I couldn't actually say how many guys I had just wanked off,, or the amount of guys I had given blow jobs,
I was out this night and I was talking to this guy we were getting on really well it felt like I've known him for years, it was like magic I can't really explain it,
The night was getting better and better being with him, he's asked me back to his which I agreed to straight away,
While back at his we are in the living room sitting on the couch kissing the face off each other, touching each other up I'm literally wanking him off as I was kissing him,
I was really enjoying myself being with him,
It felt so natural I didn't feel awkward about it like some of the times when I was with a guy that I didn't know,
Then we were lying on the couch well I'm lying there with him on top of me I've got my legs wrapped around him as he's shagging me, I was on cloud nine it felt so good,
He's been shagging me for a good while maybe it's got something to do with the amount of alcohol he had drank but it felt good in the time he was lasting,
After he had finished, he's got off me and I'm up fixing my clothes,
When this guy came into the living room he's saying what do you want,
He's saying it's his brother, I already know him as I've shagged him last week but we shagged outside,
I was making excuses to leave I felt really embarrassed about it having two guys in the same room that I've shagged I wasn't proud of myself I left, giving him my phone number hoping that he would call me,
It was a couple of days later when I got a text message from him
It wasn't good he basically just said that he wasn't wanting to see me again knowing that I had shagged his brother as his brother told him after I had left,
He didn't think he could see me knowing that I had shagged his brother,