Small cocked, I realized early that a girlfriend or wife would need more

I didn't like it but it was a fact. I have only 4 inches, and it's thin. My wife lets me do anything to her, but even while dating, she fucked more

I knew from about 13 I had a small cock. I was hit on by older boys and men constantly. I even let some of them suck me, that turned to me sucking their big cocks, and within three months I was lying face down with a 38 year old married man, in his marital bed, getting buttfucked by his 7 inch but really thick cock. I was bearing the pain and eventually it stopped. He knew I let other guys suck me and that I sucked dick too, but he made me promise that he'd be the only one that fucked me. That all ended when his wife came in their bedroom and saw me in one of her nighties on my back with his cock sawing in and out of my boipussy. After that I did let other men and some older boys, even a couple my age fuck me too.

In college I met Fran, she was a pretty girl, nice enough body, beautiful legs. Dating a few times, and sometimes not being able to because she had dates with other guys, things started heating up, after a couple nights of wild making out, she let me finger fuck her pussy, suck on her tits. She wanted to blow me but I couldn't let her see me. Finally after two sessions like that, on the third she asked me what was wrong. Well in her words "What the fuck? I let you get me naked and play with me and you won't even let me put my hand on your cock". I explained the situation. She wanted to see it but I couldn't let her, she'd laugh at it like anyone else did. She wouldn't take no for an answer, and I finally agreed. I undid my pants and she stopped me. Instead she said that she wanted us to get a room. So at a small motel we got a room and she stripped totally in front of me. My little one was hard, and she slowly took off my clothes. Finally pulling down my underwear kneeling down to get them off my feet she looked up at me. Taking my 4 inch, thin little hard on into her mouth she blew me. It was different from boys, and men, no rough faces, or two day old beards, she was soft and warm, loving. I tried to wait and asked her to stop. She just mumbled "uhnn uhh" and continued until I warned her and I spurted into her mouth. After I came down, she said "Now lay down on your back and do me" then she got up over my mouth and lowered her brown haired pussy onto my mouth. I licked, and she told me to get her clit and also when and how to move my tongue around. She'd have me tongue fuck her hole, then putting two fingers into her pussy, I finger fucked her while licking her clit, then she moved my fingers to her butthole and told me to jam them in there. I did, all the way in one move with my tongue on her pussy and she came finally.

I fucked her after, and once more after that. That was the first time for me to fuck anyone. She knew.
The next date I fucked her, ate her, she sucked me and she said she thought of something that might feel better for me since her pussy fucks other cocks. She put my little hard one into her butthole. I loved it, it was definitely tighter than her pussy, though I loved the warm wetness of her beautiful pussy this was really nice. I couldn't help but think that I knew what it was like being on the receiving end of a cock up my ass. She continued to fuck others, once date she told me not to eat her as she got fucked before the date but I did fuck her butt and would see the other guys sperm leaking out from between her pretty pussy lips. Finally she told me that she wanted to get married after school. I had a great job lined up, she could work there too. She told me frankly that she needed bigger cocks for her pussy, sometimes her ass but not as much. She agreed that he ass was mine and only mine, but her mouth and pussy were to be shared.

We tried to have the guys over and I would watch, and go after, but neither of us liked that. So often I sleep in the guest room while she entertains in our room and our bed. They never spend the night, I go in after they leave and we have good anal sex, sometimes I want to take her pussy after another man has cum in it. If they leave their cum on her ample tits, or belly, or even on her pussy I'll lick it off and we share it. She eventually got me to tell her about my early homosexual dalliances, and I have had a few of those also. Again, at home, she's there, no one spends the night, I suck, get fucked and they leave, and I go fuck my wife after.

I knew as a young teen, I'd never have a normal girlfriend, wife, or relationship. But it works, we both get what we need.