My two boyfriends fingered, groped and fucked my throat

I'm a muslim woman, who wants to be owned and used by other men and treated as a sex slave.

I’m a 19-year-old Muslim woman. I have two boyfriends. (not cheating, both 20) We three are super close and they both are close friends, I’m their girlfriend. They both love me and are very protective of me as well. We have been sexting a lot, I send them both nudes and please them by doing the tasks they give me. We decided to secretly meet up after a lot of discussing and talking. For the first time, I got fingered, kissed, and seen naked in real life. I felt the touch of a man and I was happy that it was the two man love dearly. Their kisses was so gentle and rough and punishing. (btw my first kiss) I loved the rush, how both of their hands eagerly gripped my boobs and how they bit it, until it hurt. I had to tap his head so that he stop biting it. They pulled, played, and licked my nipples while fingering me. I was moaning, so my other boyfriend placed his hand on my mouth to muffle my moans while my other boyfriend fingered my pussy and sucked my tits. We were in the stairs. Doing all this, and I was so turned on by the fact that someone might see us. I also gave them both blowjobs although it was sloppy and amateur. I gagged a lot and was very teary. Nearly vomited too. But I like having their cocks inside my mouth. They called me whore and Muslim slut, it turned me on a lot that they degraded me like that. Because even if we are muslims, I was being such a slut for my boyfriends. I liked disrespecting my God, just to obey and listen to my boyfriends. I wanted to be their sex slave, but I have yet to ask them about it. We didn’t go further than that as it was my first time, and I was overwhelmed with the pleasure I received. I cant wait for the next time we meet up in secret. My mother is very strict, father too.