Beginning my trip into true submission and dining my place as a dirty slut

I’ve just been craving to be used and taken control of, to listen to the commands and obey as a good slave.

I’ve always been going off and on when it came to pushing myself into true submission. To who I truly am, but lately, I’ve just been craving to be used and taken control of, to listen to the commands and obey as a good slave. I shall start today, my journey into true submission and dining my place in this world as a dirty Muslim slave. I want to be the most depraved self of myself. I’d take it as my true self, and push myself to discover who I am.

three embarrassing ways I hope to be used.

1. When I pray, I get wet with the thoughts of someone inappropriately touching my body while I pray. Because of this, I have stopped praying for a week now. I want to get touched, taken my clothes off, and be nude while I pray, and then get roughly fucked and dominated in front of my God. I want to get raped over and over again and treated as a true Muslim sex slave. I want to get raped, stuffed my pussy with pages of the quran and forced to worship my new Master. I want to disrespect Allah. It makes me wet and horny.

2. If I had an Owner, I want to get used whenever and wherever he wants, be it public or in front of his friends. It's embarrassing and humiliating if he uses me and feels me up in front of his friends, and I like how degraded and embarrassed I’d feel with so many eyes on me while I’m a brainless slut for him

3. While pregnant. I want to get shared and get fucked by other men or just my owner if I ever get pregnant, like a sex slave. I just want to be a fuck toy and be treated as a slave

I was tasked by a stranger to count how many notifications I would receive by tomorrow and edge that many times before I orgasm.