I have rape fantasy because of my traumas
Hello. I am 17 years old and I have a rape fantasy. I'm so ashamed of this, but I really want to be fucked by force. I'm also very afraid of being raped. It might seem strange to you that both of these things happen at the same time. I was raped when I was little more than my current age. And it traumatized me. I can't forget the day I was forcibly fucked.
I am a really beautiful girl. Especially these days, I am subjected to a lot of harassment, because I am girl who is 170, has a good body and dresses in mini dresses. I colored my hair red but now it is mixed red, brown, and ginger. But I like it. Even though I want to walk away and am scared when this happens, part of me thinks I deserve it.
I am truly sorry for the trauma I have experienced. A part of me wants to talk to a professional for support. A therapist or counselor might be able to provide me with emotional and psychological support. After all, they are specially trained for these situations. But another part of me thinks that women are just sexual objects and that my therapist too will not be interested in my mental health. I feel like a disposable doll that is only supposed to make men happy.
I think I want to live this experience again. Being fucked by force. With a painful man who doesn't care about my words. At the same time, I'm scared and sometimes I think I don't deserve it. I'm so confused.
I would love to hear other men's rape stories. There may be stories where you rape a girl. I want to hear your private fantasies and chat. Please leave a contact account like Snapchat in the comments.
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Comments (24)
[email protected]: Find the right therapist…who will force you to re~live and act out your past traumas in the privacy of his office. He’ll make sure you leave even more fucked up than when you arrived.
Reply↴ • uid:7z8b6pxrm1[email protected]: rapegirlxo ID:t2pucygd9d • 6 days ago "but if i do for fantasy is it also problem??" A word of solace for you. Fantasising about rape is only a problem for us if we do so despite not actually enjoying it. If we get a pleasurable tingle and a buzz out of it however, then it's probably just us using our imaginations to stimulate ourselves sexually. After all, if it's a genuine pleasure, why deny ourselves of it. Sometimes, guilty secrets are the sweetest secrets 😉.
Reply↴ • uid:8bvvzotihmrapegirlxo: which app is thisss
• uid:t2pucygd9dTamilslut: Even though I am not a rape victim , I have a rape fantasy . The thought of being fucked by force is making me wet . I want to get my boobs licked by two guys at the same time while other guy fuck me since I love gangrape . Haah I want to get gangbanged
Reply↴ • uid:sdjdzlr12werapegirlxo: what was tch
Reply↴ • uid:t2pucygd9dAj: For what you have been through, your fantasies are very common, people explore these fantasies and want to recreated and have that experience again,
Reply↴ • uid:sbtc5uqgopl[email protected]: I think I understand your dilemma. I know from experience that the trauma of rape never leaves us and yet when we recall how overwhelmingly important we temporally became to our rapist as he pressed home his attack on us, it can trigger within us a not wholly rational desire to be that important to a man again. Our rapist risked everything to have us. Why? Was it just raw sexual lust or something deeper he saw and desired in us? We want to know and understand in order that we may gain greater control of our negative emotions concerning this most sensitive subject. I can only wish both of us luck in our search for answers.
Reply↴ • uid:8bvvzotihmrapegirlxo: You can't express it better. The whole paragraph is very correct. Good luck
• uid:t2pucygd9dTransformed victim: I was also gangraped repeatedly over a period of two days why my husband was strapped naked to a chair watching. During those gangraped sessions my body deceived me a multiple times and I had multiple intense orgasms each time they gangraped me. My marriage didn't servive.
• uid:ndooles6iiW: No space
Reply↴ • uid:1e9xs7j9uc60Bo: Is there a different way of contacting you privately? @rapegirlxo
Reply↴ • uid:3zxjrjpib0cTail Taker: If this is legit, your trauma is legit, then you need to talk with someone else, other than people here. If it's just a 'sexual fantasy' thing, well then, different story. Regardless, I hope you find what you are seeking.
Reply↴ • uid:8ldli0lv9arapegirlxo: Its trauma but when I watched rape porns I always cum and orgasm so also fantasy
• uid:t2pucygd9dGrace Neff: girl me too. i’m the exact same way.
Reply↴ • uid:3055jxtc41rapegirlxo: hi grace. ı dont know gender but how u can understand this
• uid:t2pucygd9dRapeboy: I'm 25 I wish we can talk more my fantasy is the roll reverse I'll rape you in any scenario I'll just pin you and force you to take my dick over and over reply to me with a way yo contact you
Reply↴ • uid:3nzex6ijrapegirlxo: sc or session that can be okay. ı like also ur fantasy. and ur age is okay
• uid:t2pucygd9dMister Daddy: Kid. Seek a professional psychiatrist for help. This is a fantasy site. Anyone who actually does whatever is on this site should go to prison.
Reply↴ • uid:2liqeotm4rapegirlxo: yeah that can be maybe u r right
• uid:t2pucygd9drapegirlxo: but if i do for fantasy is it also problem??
• uid:t2pucygd9dDeviantAngelSinner: Hey, I'm 26 and my sc is oliveroliver97 I once forced a young girl I was with to suck my dick after she got drunk at a party and kissed one of my friends I'd love to chat about that night and my other deviant fantasies
Reply↴ • uid:1tvxq0m9kBad Uncle Leo: I know the real reason you're afraid to be raped hehe. We can talk about it on session if you'd like
Reply↴ • uid:4cwit8gz49brapegirlxo: i dont know how I can use this links
• uid:t2pucygd9dCop: I hope she is a cop and you confess your crimes to her.
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