I am completely obsessed with this girl who doesn’t even know I love her
this is not a story. It is real I am OBSESSED with her and its becoming a problem
This is the only place I can think to get advice and share this on, anyone I tell just brushes me off and says I’m a creep or says it’s a phase, I stalk her every day it’s become a habit of mine, I watch her sleep for hours and sneak in her house sometimes and listen to her sleep, I love hearing the rhythm of her breathing and that she’s actually alive and a human to, it brings me so much joy to see her when she sleeps and doesn’t know I’m there, it makes me feel like I never have, I follow her around town to, I know everything about her what’s her favourite animal and where she lives and her fav color and fav everything, and how she talks puts me in a different kinda feeling and I go to the same school, I’m so glad though cuz it makes it easier for me to get to see her friends and how they treat her, I’ve driven some of her friends away from her so she comes to me out of desperation, I’ve stabbed one of her friends in the thigh cuz I got jealous, and it worked! I got her to myself for so long, I’m willing to kill myself for her, or slit my wrists for her and I did before! it makes me so ecstatic to see the blood rush down from my skin and think of her, or kill or hurt others bad for her, she is my life and my air I breathe, she is the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen in my life to her eyes are so stunning and beautiful I’d kill her just to look into them, I also love smelling her clothes in secret, I love gathering her hair to when I can, and her blood and sweat and ANYTHING I can get that she leaves behind. Her smell is addicting and same with her looks. she barely even knows me and doesn’t like me all the much! sometimes I piss her off so she hits me, I loveeeeee pain from her and any touch drives me crazy, she is all I think about anymore in my life, for years it has been I have so so many pictures of her to, through her window and just her outside talking with friends, I imagine our future together to, I wanna see her blood and organs I know it sounds a little bit weird but I do, I wanna see them. But i don’t wanna see her in pain, but oh how I love the beauty of seeing her bleed. I wanna taste her all over, I wanna feel her skin on mine, I wanna be her slave I can’t keep this in anymore I’d let her kill me PLEASE kill me actually, put me down while your at it, euagh I sound like such a creep but she’s truly the best woman I’ve ever laid my eyes on, I want her to love me so so so so so bad I never wanted anything more in my life, why do I feel like this? Oh but do I love the feeling of stalking her, she is the sole reason I’m alive, by now I would have killed myself! I am MEANT to be hers and will be, it’ll just take time but still I can’t find the reason I’m like this. Is this normal?
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:/: Bro you don't need advice, you need freakin therapy
Reply↴ • uid:4bn00en3fiaAnyom: Hi their Zero, I personally faced a similar problem myself. I ask you if you have had any childhood trauma, a poor household, have a porn addiction, or are suffering from any mental illness that you know of. I'll start of with childhood trauma as childhood heavy affects how a person loves another and whether or not that child develops any mental illness that they will have to face when their older. Two a poor household does contribute to mental illness which you may have. Three from your writing it seems that you seem aroused at being her slave and wanting to feel her skin on yourself. (Not trying to sound judgemental after all this is a point website). This maybe because you have a porn addiction as porn addicts then to from what I have seen go to be aroused similar to the type of content that you write about at the end of your post. And four it maybe that you have a mental illness of some kind so I would recommend a physiologist or a therapist to know if you have a mental illness. If you can not afford therapy then you can go to your counselor and set up an appointment with them by emailing them since you say your in school you can contact them about this problem. Now since you said you feel like you can only get advice from here and would not like to contact your counselor, then I would recommend you doing things such as. Exercise, do push ups, sit ups, do some running, do meditation specifically the gateway tapes from the CIA (Long rabbit hole with this one.) Writing in a journal will most likely help you express your thoughts in a safe manner and is healthy. Be clean, floss your teeth. Also watch hamza from YouTube since I believe watching him will help you. These things should improve your mental health and will help you better deal with the feelings you have about this girl. Now since it seems like you do like her I suggest reading how to win friends and influence people, learn how to present yourself formally by watching Hamza. Final thing don't harm yoursel
Reply↴ • uid:5m93bpm3Zero: I do have a lot of childhood trauma and stuff like that, I’m currently in a, abusive and poor household. but yes dont worry man you don’t sound judgmental at all. I did used to have a porn addiction until I met her, so yeah that kinda does make sense, I’ll try and get in touch with counseling now that you mention it, thank you so much this actually helps a lot, I’ll work on all the things you mentioned. I’ll look into hamza to. Now that I think about it I don’t want to hurt her just because of my weird feelings. I’ll read about it! And I’ll work on not harming myself like you said, I really appreciate your advice dude, I’ll definitely take this into account I didn’t think anyone would reply to this. thank you, I’ll take it slow, you take care to though ahah, I appreciate your words
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