The truth came out when she was drunker than I’ve ever seen her

Last week on vacation she got waisted and started talking. Does alcohol really make people tell the truth or am I just getting my hopes up???

If you read the last thing I wrote then you know what I’ve been wishing for. Like I said before I think she doesn’t want to hurt my feelings. When she does tell me stuff afterwards she’ll say “I was only saying what you wanted me to say”. Up until now I believed that for the most part. But last week we finally got to take our first vacation together since we’ve been together. We shared a cabin with some of my family. The second day we were there we decided to go out to eat at this bar/restaurant. We drank some before we left but started drinking there too. She isn’t a heavy drinker, after a couple she is trashed. So after watching her down a lot of drinks at the bar I could tell she had a buzz. While we were setting at the table she kept staring at another guy. You know the look? She was pretty much eye fucking him. Something she’d never do in front of me or sober. In fact this was the first time I ever noticed her checking out another guy and she was making it obvious. They kept smiling back and forth at each other. I didn’t say anything because we were with my family. Anyway we left and went back to the cabin. She decided to make a fire for us to sit around. So we drank a ton more until about midnight. She couldn’t even stand up straight. I could tell how fucked up she was by the way her eyes were all over the place. After she grabbed some food out of the fridge (she never eats that late btw) we headed for our room. That’s when she stripped off her clothes and laid there with her legs spread. She started say “I need some cock really bad right now” so I stripped and started to get on top of her. That’s when she stopped me and said “fuck no not yours you pussy.” She pushed on the top of my head saying “eat my pussy you pussy boy” I’m not sure where that came from. So I did as I was told and she kept calling me a “fucking pussy or pussy boy” then out of nowhere she decided to tell me the biggest cock she ever fucked was 9 to 10 inches. I always thought she was loose but figured that was because I have a really tiny penis. But before the only thing she would ever tell me was that I was her smallest but the other guys weren’t much bigger than me. They were mostly average. But hearing this made my little clit rock hard. I pictured a huge cock sliding in and out of her wet pussy as she was creaming all over it with multiple orgasms. She said “get on your back pussy boy” so I did and she sat on my face. Something she told me she would never do. Then she moved down and sat on my penis. She kept telling me how she really needed fucked. I said “you’re fucking me now” then she surprised me by saying “ this little pussy boy cock isn’t doing anything for my pussy. I want filled up, someone who can get all the way in me and make me cum so hard. I really need and want that.” Then she kept talking, she said “I know you want me to fuck another guy. I’m willing to do it for you. I love your little pussy boy dick but I need a man to fill me up and make me feel good. A guy I that can hit my cervix. A guy that Will actually give me a vaginal orgasm.” I asked her how we go about doing that and what was I suppose to do the whole time she was getting fucked. She told me “don’t worry I have someone in mind and after he’s done fucking my brains out and I have multiple orgasms I’ll let you come over and finish me.” I couldn’t believe what I was hearing and I was so turned on. She finally stopped fucking me and said there’s no way you’re going to make this pussy cum. So she laid on her back and told me I could finish if I wanted to. So I started to fuck her again. Her pussy was so dry and she just laid there staring at the ceiling. I closed my eyes and pictured myself fucking her cum filled pussy from another man. I started to pound her really hard. I’m so small it didn’t matter that she was completely dry I just kept fucking until my little dick exploded my cum in her. Once I was done squirting every last drop in her I opened my eyes and she was completely passed out. I’d been fucking her while she slept. At that point I realized how small I must be if it bored her enough to pass out. The next day I told her about calling me pussy and pussy boy. She didn’t really believe me. She told me that’s something she would never call me or say to me. I haven’t told her everything else she said only that. I never mentioned how she was making fun of my little penis or telling me she wanted to fuck another guy with a big cock and that she had a guy in mind. Like she has already been thinking about it. What should I do? Tell her everything she said? Should I take her up on this? Should I be jealous that she’s thinking about fucking another guy? Any advice or thoughts would be appreciated?